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The Hungry Snow
In
memory of Robert E. Howard, Lord of the Pulps Great
gouts of blood on the snow. The cracking of ice. The wind so cold. That’s what he would remember. And IT. In the
cold, wet, blowing snow, the Reverend Jedidiah Mercer rode his
horse and led his pack mule into the midst of it. It was as if God, the mean
dictator for whom he worked, had taken the world in hand and filled it with
slush and ice and shook it like a petulant child. When at last the wind shifted, he
could see the world again. He was high up in the Rockies. The tips of mountains
were coated in snow and the trail he was on was narrow. It was easy enough to
traverse when his vision was clear, but as he rounded a precarious curve, the
snow dumped again, forcing him to pull his mount and lead his mule close to the
side of a rock wall. Only a few feet away to his right was a deep drop-off that
fell into a cluster of snow-coated trees, and between the boughs of those trees
was a long, cold drop and eventually a hard bottom of solid rock. He cinched up the lead rope on
the mule and managed it around the curve of the mountain. The wind shifted
again, and for a brief moment there was a part in the
blowing snow. He could see where the trail rose up and near the top of it was a
red haze, like a burning match seen through greasy glass. It was a large cave
and there was fire inside. There were people as well, squatted together around
the fire. He only glimpsed them, and then the snow blew hard and they were
wiped from view. The Reverend heard a dribbling
sound, realized it was falling gravel, small rocks, slipping ice, and then he
felt a tug on the mule’s rope, and then the rope burned through his hands. The beast was sliding over the
side of the trail and away into oblivion. Within an instant, the rope was gone
and the Reverend held nothing but a clenched fist. It felt less like the mule
slid away, and more like it was snatched away. Most of his supplies for crossing
the Rockies on his way farther west had been strapped on that mule’s back. Now
those supplies and his mule were at the bottom of a cliff. The mule had not
made a sound. The Reverend reined his mount to
a stop, slipped off his horse and led the beast. He did this by putting one
hand out to his left to feel the rock wall, clutched the reins in his other. He
kept as close to the rock wall as possible, aware there could still be
surprises. Breaks in the trail, a narrowing of it, but to stop moving and stay
where they were was sheer, frozen death. He felt he had to make it up to
the cave where the fire burned, place himself among the people there. The cave
might help him and his horse ride out the blizzard. It was like a blind man threading
a needle, but he managed up the trail, and soon he saw the light of the fire
again, a crimson glow against the snow. The sight of it would come and go as
the wind puffed and gusted, wild and white, wet and cold. He trudged upwards, and soon the
fire and cave were visible again, as were those nestled around it. A couple of
the men in the group stood up as he arrived. Another, a bearded man, stayed
squatted close to the fire. The remaining two occupants were a woman and a boy,
sitting close together, a blanket wrapped around them. The Reverend stopped outside the
entrance to the cave. The logs in the fire were popping and crackling with a
sound like a man snapping peanuts free from their shell. “Do you got food?” one of the
standing men said. He was a big fellow in a thick buffalo coat that made him
seem even bigger. He wore boots topped with rabbit fur, a thick leather hat. He
had pushed his great coat open. It was lined with a checkered blanket. His hand
was on the butt of his pistol, which looked to be an old converted .44. He was
slightly crouched. The Reverend believed him to be a man who thought he knew
what he was doing. The other man was short and thin.
He had grown so thin and pale, blue veins could be seen in his face, like
colored pencil marks on a map. His coat was thinner than the other and made of
leather that had turned dark and was stained from time and wear. He had on a
black slouch hat with a hole in the crown. He removed his hand from the butt of
his pistol and let it hang at his side. “It’d be right nice if you did
have some food,” the small, thin man said. “We done boiled and ate damn near
everything that’s leather except what we’re wearing. Horses and mules had to go,
too, as did a hog and a flock of chickens we was
hauling out to start a farm. We ate the goddamn seeds we had for planting.
There goes the turnip crop, the beans and peas and squash, as well.” “Those were our seeds,” said the
woman. “Well,” the skinny man said. “We
all ate them.” The Reverend carefully observed
the others, knowing from experience that those who did not appear threatening
could be the ones to worry about. The other man was older than the rest, had a
thick beard. He wore a drooping, wide-brimmed hat and a weasel-hide coat. If he
had a pistol it was either under his coat or in one of
the wide coat pockets. His head was turned to look at the Reverend. His massive
beard was flecked with snow and ice and time’s gray marks. The woman had on a hooded coat.
Her hair poked out from under the hood and was dark as the bottom of a coal
mine. Her face was like an animal looking out of its den. She was delicate,
except for her dark eyes that appeared to contain some reservoir of strength. The boy he thought to be twelve
or thirteen. He had black, scraggly hair and was snuggled close to the woman.
His mouth, like the others, was cracked and bloody from the cold. From the
color of the boy’s hair and eyes, the Reverend decided they were mother and
child. “About that food?” said the
bearded man at the fire. “To be exact, gentlemen, much of
my chuck and supplies were on a mule that made a misstep and took flight off
the mountainside and into the void, like Icarus with melting wings, but in this
case, with frozen ass.” “What the hell are you talking
about?” said the big man in the buffalo coat. “He’s talking metaphor,” said the
skinny man. “I heard a preacher talk about metaphor and how it’s a lot of what
the Bible is. Still, I don’t know who that Icarus is.” “I’m talking truth,” said the
Reverend. “My mule fell off a cliff.” “Why didn’t you just say that?”
said the big man, the one the Reverend had come to think of as Buffalo Coat.
The other standing man he decided to think of as Skinny. The man by the fire
became Bearded Man, and the other two were Woman and Boy. It might be best not
to know names. If things went sideways, it was best not to have names for what
you might have to eat. “Let me start with a friendly
suggestion,” said the Reverend. He looked right at Bearded Man. “Remove your
hand from the butt of your pistol. Be assured I will not ask you twice. If you
do not, I will consider you hostile, and will put a bullet, perhaps two,
through your head.” The man eyed the Reverend for a
moment, but any show of strength in his face faded. He straightened from his
crouch and dropped his hand away. His coat fell around him and concealed the
pistol. “Who the hell are you?” Buffalo
Coat said. “Call me Reverend. This is my
horse, Bill.” “A goddamn preacher,” Skinny
said. “I’d have preferred a gambler with a deck of cards, even if I got nothing
to gamble.” “Well, you have me,” the Reverend
said. Without asking permission, the
Reverend led Bill around the fire and inside the cave. At the back of the cave
the warmth of the fire could still be felt, even if the cave ceiling was tall
and wide and pretty long. It was a relatively cozy
spot. The Reverend prepared to hobble
Bill with the hobble ropes that were fastened to his saddle. He did this while
keeping a cautious eye on his new companions. He pushed his black duster coat
back over his matching ivory-handled pistols in their black leather holsters.
He wanted to discourage any sort of confrontation, because he sensed a tension
in the air that was cold as the snow. The Reverend was proud of his
pistols. He had recently bought them from a peculiar gunsmith who said they
were haunted and had belonged to Wild Bill Hickok, shortly before his demise.
He said the spirit of the gunfighter’s aim was in the guns. Said they should
always be loaded with silver bullets. That was something the Reverend did
anyway. Went with his line of work. As for them being the pistols of
Wild Bill Hickok, the Reverend considered this a bullshit selling point to jack
up the price, but he liked the pistols and didn’t regret the gunsmith’s
subterfuge, if indeed it was. The guns did feel strange in his hands. He had
yet to kill anyone with them, but shooting targets with them was a delight. He
was an excellent shot, but when he fired these pistols
he felt as if he were an even better one. As he leaned down to fasten the
hobbles to his horse’s ankles, he noted a large pile of firewood, which was a
good thing. He also saw a cache of charred bones not far from them. Some of the
bones were those of a horse, and some were of a human: broken femurs and a
skull that had been smashed open at the top, like a kid shattering a piggy bank
to get at the loot inside. The Reverend made no recognition of this. He removed
his lantern from the saddle. It was contained in a thick, leather bag. He placed
it against the cave wall. He never lit it unless he had to. He wanted to keep
the coal-oil content as full as possible, in case it really became necessary to
see in the night, if the moon and stars were not in sight, if a campfire was
not enough. The lantern itself he had washed several times in Holy Water. Water
that, if to do its duty, had to be blessed by someone other than himself. He
was not that holy. He removed his horse’s blanket
and saddle and sat them against the back wall next to the lantern. He took time
to curry Bill with a brush from a bag that dangled from the saddle horn. The
others watched him as if he were a bear doing human things. He pulled the
saddlebags off the back of the saddle, threw them over his shoulder, and headed
toward the fire. “Food?” said the woman. This time the Reverend answered.
“Some.” He rummaged in one of the bulging
saddlebag pouches and pulled out a fat mound of waxed paper wrapped around
strips of beef jerky. He gave a piece to everyone. They all squatted around the
fire and ate. The Reverend took a piece for himself, carefully wrapped the
paper around the dried meat and put it away. They watched him as he did this.
He knew he’d have to be alert, or they would not only take the jerky, but eat
him as well. From the bones in the back, he was certain they had already
resorted to cannibalism, but the question was had they eaten a fellow pilgrim
that had died, or had they killed to eat? One he could understand, but of the
other he was less tolerant, especially if he might be on the menu. An old sailor who had been
marooned on an island told him that he and three others had been trapped in
what seemed like a tropical paradise, but they couldn’t catch fish. They didn’t
seem to be as prevalent there as expected. They lived off wild greens and
fruits, an occasional crab, but nothing much edible was in abundance. When
members of their group died, they ate them, raw. Cut them open and pulled out
the guts and the innards, cut the flesh in strips and ate it. The old man said
the strips of flesh were chewy, but tasty, and he developed quite an
appreciation for it. In the end, he said it was only
him and another, and that they watched each other like hawks, hoping one or the
other would die. He admitted he occasionally considered helping the other to do
just that. Said he was so hungry he could see cornbread walking on the ground. Fortunately, a ship found them,
and he and his island companion were rescued. He never saw his companion after
their return to civilization, but for a short time they were both famous as
Robinson Crusoe. He never went to sea again. Worked the docks. Never mentioned
what happened to the others until he was an old man and read that his surviving
companion had died. Somehow that set him free to tell his tale. “You know,” the old, marooned
sailor said, “I still have me a hankering for a strip of that raw people-meat.
In fact, I don’t think I’ve ever had anything as tasty. Of course, maybe I was
just hungry.” The Reverend had never forgotten
the story. There was also the fact eventually he had to kill the old man, but
that was for righteous reasons and had nothing to do with cannibalism. “How long have you been trapped
here?” the Reverend asked. “No idea, exactly,” said the
woman. “But a long time.” The older man said, “We were
crossing the mountains, trying to get out West. We took a wrong cut-off.” “As did I,” the Reverend said. “We were trapped in the pass for
maybe a month or more,” said the woman. “We had plenty of supplies at first.
Plenty of feed for the horses. And then we didn’t. We ate what we could find.
The men hunted. We scrounged for anything edible, even the bark off trees.” “That bark was better than I
would have thought,” said the boy. “Hell,” said Buffalo Coat, “we
picked grain out of our horse’s shit to eat. Even that tasted pretty good. What
I want to know is how come you look so good, and you got that sleek horse?” “I got trapped in a valley, and
it wasn’t terrible there. There was plenty of game and the snow wasn’t so bad,
but I couldn’t get out until the other day, and when I did, I soon wished I’d
stayed. The storm that had gone away came back with a vengeance. I believe I’d
have been alright had I stayed on the original trail, but I’d heard of this
cut-off, that it took days off the trip. It might in fact do that if the
weather is perfect and you hold your mouth just right. Left the valley too
early, decided on the wrong trail, and here I am.” “We studied the trail you was on,” Buffalo Coat said. “Decided it might be worse than
here. Cave is at least a sight better than being out in the bad weather. Thing
is, though, we ain’t got no supplies.” “You probably made a better
choice,” the Reverend said. “If the snow were to blow over and out, the ice
melt some, then I’d try and go back the way I came. But not otherwise. That
trail takes the brunt of the North Wind. And it is narrow as the edge of a
butcher’s knife.” “Up here, there hasn’t been a
break in the snow in weeks, maybe it’s been months,” said Buffalo Coat. “Oh,
there was that one day when we could see the sun. I remember. I had gone out of
the cave to shit, was squatted doing my business, and the sun hit me like a
bullet. It was so warm for a couple of minutes, I thought I’d cry. Instead, I
looked through my shit for something edible. I think I found a seed. The sun
got covered in clouds and the wind blew snow, and that moment was gone.” “Don’t talk like that in front of
a lady,” said Bearded Man. “She ain’t
no lady no more,” Buffalo Coat said. “Ain’t none of
us nothing more than survivors.” No one challenged this. Night
slithered out of the sky and began to choke out the sun. The Reverend noted
that, as it did, all the pilgrims looked at the gathering darkness as if
watching themselves bleed out. “At least it’s nice and warm in
here,” the Reverend said. “We chopped some trees growing
alongside the cave,” Bearded Man said. “There’s no more to chop. This wood runs
out, then it’s just us and the cold and that won’t play out so well. And then
there’s the real reason we’ve stayed here close to the fire.” “And what would that be?” the
Reverend said. “IT,” said the woman. There was a loud cracking of ice
out in the night. Everyone looked into the darkness. “It’s out there, and it’s coming
closer,” she said. “But it doesn’t like fire. We have to
seal the entrance with it. We do it every night. Why the wood goes quick.” The Reverend helped them spread
the fire-licked wood about so that the front of the cave had a barrier of flame
in front of it. Bearded Man and Skinny went to the back of the cave and pulled
some firewood forward, stacked it on the fire. When that was done, Bearded Man
squatted back down by the fire, looked out of the cave at the night. “It don’t come in daylight, but just night. It always does. It’s
hungry, like us.” The wind sighed. All that could
be seen from the mouth of the cave was the swirling of the snow. The Reverend
sniffed. There was a stench of evil the Reverend knew so well. It had a stink
not common to human experience. Even with all that he had faced, vampires,
werewolves, walking dead, and monsters from the edges of time, he felt his skin
crawl. Bearded Man said, “We have
another day or two of firewood. Like Jane said, it doesn’t like fire, though
it’s gotten bolder of late. Comes closer.” “Jane,” the Reverend said, now
having a name to call her. “Can you tell me more about this IT?” “You’ll think we’re crazy, but
you’ll know soon enough what I say is true,” she said. “I’ve seen strange things in my
time,” the Reverend said. “You might say strange things are my business.” “Very well,” Jane said. “We
started out in fine weather, and there was a much larger number of us, twenty
or so. We had horses and mules and were well stocked. The trip was fine. Then
Mr. Meeker thought we might do better to take a shortcut he’d been told about.
It would cut days, even weeks off our travels, he said. But it was only a good
way to go when the weather was good, and it wasn’t good. We were trapped by bad
weather, and after some time we begin to run out of food. We were eating bark
off trees and eating all our leather. Of course, the horses and mules were
killed and eaten, and then it was just us.” “You don’t have to say,” Bearded
Man said. “It’s all right,” Jane said. “I’m
not happy about it, but I’m not ashamed either. We began to eat the dead,
Reverend. Meeker was the first. I know how that must sound to a man of God.” “I’m not judging you.” “Then it went from worse to
worst. Someone among us began to kill. They would strike in the night, drag
their victim off in the woods. Next morning, we’d see bloody drag marks in the
snow. Whoever killed their pick for the night ate all of them, save for a few
bones. Can you imagine? One person eating a whole human body in one night,
leaving only crushed skulls where the brains were taken out. Leg and arm bones
cracked and the marrow sucked. Of course, when one of us died, it was
understood they would be eaten by the rest of us. It was a matter of who was to
be last. That was letting nature take its course, but this was someone outside
of nature. And he wasn’t sharing. We quickly realized the killer was Gabriel
Johnson. He was a terrible man to begin with, before he became what he became.
Greedy and lustful, a thief and other things worse that were rumored.” The Reverend said, “It is known
there are mountain spirits, spirits of the cold and snow and the cutting wind.
Starving spirits that seek a host. They prefer the malicious, the desperate,
and the greedy. We all have those components, but they float at a higher level
in some.” “Gabriel Johnson was all those
things,” Jane said. “Always eating more than his fair share and talking about
how he planned to open up a mining-camp store when we
got out West, jack up the prices for goods, water the whiskey. He asked me if I
wanted a job serving miners, and he wasn’t referring to me waiting tables. He
was proud of that kind of thinking. As we traveled, he kept apart from us more and more. Would wander into the forest alone. “He was stealing flour and salt
and smoked meats from our stock. A little at a time at first, and then a lot.
By the time we found out it was too late. He had stashed it away. We went to
confront him, but he disappeared into the dark. Didn’t come out during the day.
At night he would call to us. Taunt us. But over time he sounded strange. Like
himself, but not exactly. I know how this will sound, but he became immune to
the cold. He was never around the fire. And when we did catch a glimpse of him,
moving between the trees, in spite of having our
supplies and having killed and eaten folks in our group, he was thin.
Skeletal.” “His eyes were odd,” Bearded Man
said. “They glowed in the night, but could turn dead
black in a moment.” “Got so we didn’t see Johnson,”
Jane said. “Merely saw his shadow. It would fall down
on the snow just before complete dark. But he wasn’t to be seen. Just that
shadow. Then the night would come in solid and the
shadow would blend with it. It was unnerving. “Then one night a man lit a
torch, stepped outside the heat and light of the campfire. In the torchlight we
could see the shadow rise on hands and knees, then scuttle off like a lizard.
Then it rose up and ran, like a human, but it was growing in
size as it went. And the snow was flying to it. Almost immediately the
shadow was turned into a creature made of snow. It ran off into the woods. It
sure didn’t like that torch, the light and the heat from it. “From then on
it would come in the night. It would call in Johnson’s voice, and there was a
smell about it. I noticed you wrinkle your nose. That is the smell, right
there. Right now. And then we’d see it coming closer. Not right up to the fire,
but close enough for us to see there was no more Mr. Johnson. It was a kind of
snow man. And it was hungry. It would whistle and stomp and frighten the few
mules we had left. They tugged their halters loose. And then they were gone.
Johnson would get to them some way or another. “We built bigger fires. And we
kept the mules close to it. It helped. But we had to eat the last of the mules
ourselves. Then this thing followed us as we moved along. Oh, maybe not during
the daylight, but it would catch up come night. Nightfall, it made promises in
Johnson’s voice. Some of our group couldn’t keep from leaving the fire and
going off in the woods. Starving, exhausted, not thinking straight, they lost
their will. They walked out into the dark and never came back.” “And then we came to this cave,”
Bearded Man said. “We only have the front of it to guard. The fire takes care
of that. We’re down to nothing to eat, and my belly is full of empty. Perhaps
giving Johnson what it wants is better than starving to death.” “No,” the Reverend said. “It
isn’t. Your soul will continue to be pained after your death. What’s out there
isn’t Johnson. He’s its catalyst and host, but now he’s something other than
what he was. Johnson has become that mountain spirit I mentioned. It’s called
the Wendigo.” “Wendigo,” the boy said. “The Indians know of it. The
Cree, Ojibwe. The tribes that live in cold places and have known starvation and
darkness. The Wendigo goes by many names. It kills and cannibalizes. It entices
others to do the same. It’s a taboo that breaks a soul down. Untethers it so
that it may more easily fly away. But it’s not a flight to escape. It’s a
flight into darkness and eternal pain. Johnson was chosen to become its host
because of who he is, or was. The Wendigo exists
without a host, but its powers are limited. Cold wind. Hunger. That’s all it
has until it occupies a soul. Then it lives off other souls and becomes
stronger. It’s never satisfied. It is always hungry for meat and for human
essence.” “None among us are innocent of ravenous
hunger. Starvation,” Bearded Man said. “But we didn’t murder for it,”
Buffalo Coat said. “Though I admit it has crossed my mind. Just as a thought,
you see. Those that died. That was different. We were starving, and it was the
only thing to do. Not let the meat go to waste when we could eat and live and
not die out here with ice on our bones. But the other, you know, sometimes I
think about it.” “That’s the Wendigo,” the
Reverend said. “It gives those urges to you.” “It calls out for us to break
apart the circle of fire and let it in,” the boy said. “And sometimes we want to,”
Skinny said. “There is something about that voice. It promised we could eat.
That we would have all the food we wanted. Way that thing talked, you almost
believed what it was saying. Then you would see it standing outside the fire,
bigger each time. In the morning we would find the bones of bears and elk and
all manner of beasts. Now and again, someone would make the mistake of
listening to that thing, and would go mad, go outside the fire. Next morning,
their bones and blood were on the snow. Sometimes there was a bit of meat still
on the bones.” “We took some of those bones,”
Jane said. “God forgive us all.” “God is a soulless terror,” the
Reverend said. “His will is my business, and His will is one of suffering and
pain. It’s hard to know what His plan is, or if there is one. There’s no end to
His punishments. I deserve them. But He doles them out to the good and the bad,
the sinners and those without sin, in equal amounts. He is both God and Satan.
He’s unreliable in his intentions.” “Blasphemy,” said Buffalo Coat. “Perhaps, but you don’t know Him
as well as I do,” the Reverend said. “Still, we ate human flesh,” Jane
said. “And if someone died, I would do it again. I would feed it to my boy by
my own hand. What does that say about me?” “It says you are hungry,” the
Reverend said. “Bones in the back, ones I saw you eyeing,” Bearded Man said. “They belong to Old Man
Carruthers. He was a good man. He knew his fate. He was dying, and he knew we
were eyeing his flesh as if we were in a meat market. We had already killed and
eaten his horse. He told us to think of him as a gift.” “You did what you had to do,” the
Reverend said. “Johnson did what he wanted to do. I can assure you of that. Had
he not, there would be no Wendigo following you. Johnson fit the bill for what
the Wendigo needed. No doubt about that. He was a Wendigo’s dream. If indeed
they dream. The Wendigo is the opposite of warmth. That’s why the fire holds it
back. But even so, in time, it can become bolder. You want to survive, then you
will have to leave this cave. Take your chances traveling. Possibly find game.
Building fires as you go. We can find fallen wood as we travel, and I have
plenty of lucifers to strike up a fire with me. They are well wrapped in wax
paper and made waterproof inside an oiled water-shedding pouch. I also have
flint and steel. You can stay here and die, or you can take a chance and leave.
I’ll be leaving soon. Stay if you like, but if you go with me, from that moment
on I will make the choices for all of us.” “What gives you the right?”
Buffalo Coat said. “I take the right and do not ask
your permission,” the Reverend said. “If you have a different point of view,
you may express it, but it will do you no good. I can leave you and be fine.
And if you come with me, I can offer you no guarantees. Just the sum of my
knowledge, which, to be immodest, in these matters is considerable.” There was a cracking sound like a
limb burdened by too much snow, and then a more terrible stench than before. A
stench like a pit full of rotting meat and vegetables, overlayed by a too-sweet
smell of fermenting fruit. The fire wavered as if pushed by the wind. But there
was no wind. The Reverend’s horse nickered. Then came a voice, strangely close
and simultaneously distant. The mere sound of it chilled the bones. The voice said, “Pull back the
fire. Let a cold man in.” “It’s Johnson,” Skinny said. “It’s the Wendigo,” the Reverend
said. There was a laugh more like a
cackle, and now the wind was back. It twirled the snow and danced the flames.
The cackle seemed to tumble downhill and away, crashing along like dropped
dishes shattering on the rocks below. The Reverend stood from his squat
and rested his hands on his revolvers, tried to see through the high-burning
fire. And he did see something. Something that had a near-human shape, but
larger. It shifted, and then it was nothing more than the twirling of the
driven snow and a lingering reek that made the stomach shift. “When we run out of wood, it’ll
get in,” said the boy. “It’s all right,” the woman said,
but the boy was not reassured. He looked out at the dark as if he were about to
mount the gallows. Some time passed. The odor
dissolved. There were no more voices. Buffalo Coat, who had been squatting,
stood up, took off his hat and held it politely in front of him as he spoke to
the Reverend. “May we eat your horse?” “No,” said the Reverend. “And if
you try to harm that horse, it will be you who is eaten.” “All right, then,” Buffalo Coat
said, and put his hat back on. * *.
* They
built up the fire, and though there was still wood, the Reverend
could see that one more night and that would be it. A small fire would not
contain IT. Bother IT, perhaps, but not contain IT. Over time no fire would
hold IT. There were other methods, but even they had their limits. He would
consider those later. The Reverend curried his horse
and put oats in a feed bag and fed him. He fastened a cloth over Bill’s face
and eyes to soothe him, then unrolled his blankets and sat with his back
against the cave wall and drew his blankets over him. Back there, away from the
fire, it was cooler, but not exactly cold. Comfortable enough, all things
considered. He pulled his revolvers and
clutched them by his sides under the blankets. Kept a loose eye on Buffalo
Coat. The big man was sitting near the fire with his back against the side of
the cave. He was watching the Reverend, waiting for him to drift off, the
Reverend figured. Skinny was doing the same, eyeing him like a greasy porkchop
soon to be dipped in blood gravy. Their own weaknesses and the power of the
Wendigo were having an effect. The Reverend pulled his hat down
so that it partially covered his eyes, but he could still see. He was exhausted
and feared he would drift off. If he did, if they moved toward him, his horse,
Bill, would hear them and snort and stamp. It wasn’t exactly like having a
watchdog, but it was some comfort. * *.
* The Reverend catnapped. But when Bill snorted and
stamped, he came wide awake. Buffalo Coat and Skinny stood close by, awkwardly
looking at him. The others were asleep near the fire. “Howdy there,” Buffalo Coat said. “I will warn you but once,
gentlemen. If you make your move, you’ll never make another. Go to the fire and
stay there. I see your hand on your gun, or you come close again while I’m
resting, I will shoot you without investigation or guilt.” Buffalo Coat pushed his coat open
to reveal his pistol. “You talk a good game, Reverend, but I think you’re all
blow.” That was when the Reverend moved.
Flipping the blanket aside and bringing up his revolver in his left hand, he
fired. A hole appeared in the middle of Buffalo Coat’s head and there was a
spray of blood and brains flying toward the fire like a clutch of insects.
Buffalo Coat fell backward and hit with his ankles crossed. Jane, the boy, and Bearded Man
were suddenly awake, sitting up. They looked at the Reverend and the body with
open mouths. The Reverend waved the gun at
Skinny. “You take out your pistol and you lay it at my
feet, so I don’t have to get up and take it from you or give you a third eye
like loudmouth there. You have another gun, let me assure you, you had best
divest yourself of it. I find you are carrying after this moment, then I’ll kill
you.” “Yessir,” Skinny said and gently
pulled his pistol with his thumb and forefinger and laid it on the ground. “Is
it okay if we eat him?” “That is your prerogative.” “We’ll save you a piece.” “No. I will maintain. Jane, boy,
I’m sorry you had to see that.” “It’s all right,” said the boy.
“I didn’t like him, and I’m hungry. And I done seen worse.” All of them had left the fire and
were creeping toward Buffalo Coat’s body. “I claim the coat,” said Skinny. “No,” the Reverend said. “That
belongs to the lady.” “Who says it belongs to her?”
Skinny said. “Who did you hear?” the Reverend
said. Skinny nodded. “Boy,” the Reverend said. “Bring
me that pistol. And bring me the one underneath the buffalo coat.” The boy brought both pistols to
him, then hurriedly returned to Buffalo Coat’s body. The others had begun to pull off
the dead man’s coat and were removing the dead man’s clothes. The coat was
given to Jane as instructed. “Take him closer to the fire,”
the Reverend said. “I don’t want that going on near me.” “You’ll grow hungry yourself,”
Bearded Man said. “I am not there yet. Do as you
do, but not close to me.” * *.
* By
morning most of Buffalo Coat’s corpse had been cooked and devoured by
the hungry travelers. The entire middle of the man had been cut open and his
innards ripped out, blood and fecal matter from his body was all over the front
of the cave, and the eaters were covered in blood. A blood-stained rib cage lay
nearby. Having slept very little, the
Reverend was surprised at how refreshed he felt by the sunlight and the
cessation of the blowing snow. He fed Bill and tried not to step
in horseshit. When finished, he walked over and kicked the rib cage through the
fire and out into the snow. Then he edged the fire aside on one end with a
stick of firewood and went outside the cave and looked at the snow. There were
no tracks. That didn’t surprise him. A creature like the Wendigo wouldn’t leave
any. The snowy trail below had been
replaced by ice. Trying to skirt down to it would be impossible. Even if they
could make it, the trail was so precarious they would be trapped on it before
nightfall, and there might not be a place as protective from the Wendigo as the
cave. He had to find another route. He stepped back inside the cave.
“I’m going to take a look around. I will leave my
horse where he is. If the horse is harmed, I will kill every
last one of you without consideration. Understood?” They all agreed it was
understood. “Sir,” said the boy, “may I go
with you?” “You may if your mother
approves.” The boy looked at her. “I believe you may be safer with
him than us,” she said. The Reverend picked his
saddlebags off the ground where he had used them as a pillow, threw them over
his shoulders, thinking the jerky in his bags might be too much of a temptation
for the group. There were other things in them as well: Silver
bullets. A spare revolver. A few odds and ends of string and leather strips. He
left the lantern. The boy stood nearby, as if
waiting for the school bell to ring. The Reverend said. “Do you have an axe?” “We do,” said the boy. “We got a
hatchet, too.” “Get them both.” A moment later, the Reverend and
the boy stepped outside the cave. The boy was holding the axe and had the
hatchet handle tucked through his belt. The air was as sharp as a razor and
cold as a polar bear’s nuts. There was a little trail that
went up and around the back of the cave, then led farther up into the
mountains. The Reverend started in that direction. “Why go up there?” the boy said.
“That leads back to the trail that brought us here. It’s just more of the
same.” “You did ask to come with me. If
you are going to spend your time giving me pointers, perhaps you should stay in
the cave.” “Sorry.” “We need to go higher to have a
vigil where we may peek out at the land. Perhaps we can find fuel, as well as
another path.” Climbing, they ended up in a
cluster of cedar trees, both short and tall. From that angle they could see
down a five-acre wide, three-acre deep slope covered by a sheet of ivory
colored ice. At the bottom of it was a mountain lake, also covered by ice. The
water beneath it made the ice look sky-blue. The Reverend considered the
terrain. Beyond the lake was a trail that was considerably clearer of snow than
the trail the Reverend had used to arrive at the cave. It split through the
mountains. Boulders and trees bordered it on both sides. If one could get past
the acres of slanting ice, cross the frozen lake, the trail looked to be a
better way out. But the ice slope looked deadly. And how thick was the ice over
the lake? Was it thick enough to walk on? Unanswered questions. “You thinking
about that clearer trail down there, ain’t you?” the
boy said. “I am.” “It might not be any better once
you get down it a piece.” “I was thinking the same, but
unless we can chop an immense amount of wood daily, haul it to the cave, soon
there will be no fire. Even if we can keep the fire going, there is no food,
except one another. And, of course, there’s the Wendigo.” “I have kind of gotten used to
eating people,” the boy said. “There is your mother. Should you
eat her or she you?” “I done told her she can eat me
if I die.” “Eventually, we will run out of
people. There is only one choice, and I intend to make it: Leave. You and the
others will do as you will. Give me the axe. We spend our time chattering, the
day will run away from us.” * *.
* They
set about finding suitable trees or dead wood. After a few hours, the
Reverend had a considerable pile of wood chopped and shortened. There was
plenty of dead wood as well. The boy had used the hatchet to clear the chopped
wood of limbs. The Reverend used some of the
evergreen limbs the boy had chopped and lashed them together with leather
strips from his saddlebag. He added some green poles they had cut and turned
them into runners. The Reverend studied the boy. He
seemed strong for all he had been through. Then again, on this very morning he
had eaten a hearty meal of Buffalo Coat’s remains. That was bound to brace him
a bit. Buffalo Coat’s blood was still on his face and stained the front of his
coat. “Now, saddle and bring my horse. By the way, what’s your name?” “Evan,” the boy said. “Evan, you may ride him back. But
be careful of the trail.” After a while, Evan came back riding Bill, the
hobbles fastened to the saddle horn. As Evan climbed down, the Reverend removed
one of the two coils of rope he carried on his saddle. He cut pieces off
of it and used them to fasten together a travois made from the wood
runners and limbs he had salvaged. It was a simple device, the evergreen limbs fastened between the runners to
make a bed for the wood. The Reverend then fastened the long runners to the
sides of the saddle. They loaded up the chopped logs,
but there was still wood they had to leave due to lack of space and the
device’s inability to carry huge loads. The Reverend let the boy lead the horse
down the trail and back to the cave. It was slow work. When they were inside the cave,
they removed and stored the travois in back, stacked up the wood at the sides
of the cave. “We going back for more?” Evan asked the
Reverend. “We left some.” “The day is darkening. We would
do all right going, but coming back we might find ourselves in the dark with
IT. We have plenty for the night, so let’s lay low and keep the fire high.” The Reverend went to the rear of
the cave and leaned his back against the rock wall. He took jerky from the
saddlebags, chewed on a piece. Sitting by the fire, the others watched him,
licked their cracked lips. “You ate a whole man, just
about,” the Reverend said. “Had some of him for lunch while me and Evan were
occupied. If you are still hungry, I spied some toes and a hand you missed over
there. But I warn you. Share. Me, I have not had any nourishment but this, so
you can turn your gaze away.” In short time the hand and toes
were found, cooked, and eaten. The Reverend enjoyed the smell of the meat
cooking. * *.
* IT came
in the night and called in Johnson’s voice, but IT made other
noises as well, and the noises were enticing, like the flute-playing of the
Pied Piper. No one succumbed. IT prowled and called and darted
in front of the cave, cackled, and was gone before daylight. When the first
rays of morning came, the Reverend used his coffee grounds and the small pot he
had wrapped in his bedroll to make coffee. He offered some to the others.
Poured it in bowls and cups they provided. Skinny drank his from Buffalo Coat’s
skull, from which all the flesh had been stripped. He gave them all a chunk of
jerky from his saddlebags, then he and Evan went back up the hill with the
horse and travois, loaded the wood that was left from the day before, and
brought it back to the cave. There was still plenty of
daylight, so he and Evan returned with Bill to cut more wood, but this time the
Reverend had the boy help him cut a large pine. When it fell it shook the snow
and ice and caused birds to fly up and squirrels to scamper from the fallen top
of the tree. The Reverend took the axe and cut
the tree in sections. The top section extended over the slope of ice. He cut
the limbs off of it, and he and the boy chopped them
up for kindling. Finished, they looked back at the icy slope, the blue lake
sheeted by ice, the trail beyond. It seemed so close and yet so dangerously far
away. Evan stood on the front end of
the fallen tree and wobbled it. “Do that, and you will soon take a trip down
the slope. Broken bones might well be in the offing.” Evan stepped off the section. He
said, “Should I care?” “You get to choose.” They hauled the firewood back to
the cave. The Reverend and Evan began to build the fire up with the help of
Jane and the Bearded Man. Skinny threw a few sticks onto it. Skinny had begun
to take on an attitude that reminded the Reverend of Buffalo Coat. Just before night, Jane began to
cough a lot. She had been coughing before, but not consistently, but now the
cough was more frequent and deeper within her chest. “She ain’t
been doing good all day,” Bearded Man said. “Cough has gotten considerable
worse.” He spoke like a man hopeful she might soon die. The Reverend took some horse
liniment from his saddlebags, had Jane came to the back of the cave, told Evan
to remain up front by the fire. The Reverend held up the liniment
bottle. “You can do this yourself if you’re modest, or you can let me do it.
I’ll need your coat wide open, your blouse open to expose your chest.” “Sounds like to me you’re just
having fun.” “You can do it, then.” She shook her head. “You do it.” She unbuttoned her blouse and the
Reverend rubbed the liniment across her chest and breasts. There was nothing
erotic about it. She was as thin as a bird and due to malnutrition, her breasts
were small like fried eggs. But even with the bones in her face poking tight
against her flesh, he could see she was a pretty woman. Regular meals for a
month, hot water and a bath, nice clothes, and she’d be a standout. The male mind,
he thought. “It’s going to burn a bit, but
it’ll get into your chest, maybe help clear up that cough.” “We’re not going to make it, or
are we?” “I am,” the Reverend said. * *.
* Night
time came and there was a revival of
blowing snow and howling wind. This encouraged the travelers to build the fire
higher, to push it from one edge of the cave mouth to the other. The fire roared five feet high.
The wood crackled and oozed sap. Beyond it, through wafts of flames, rises of
snow could be seen. The mounds were growing higher. Tomorrow they might need to
find a way to move some of the snow, so as not to be trapped by it. The Reverend noticed that the
corners of the fire were being gently nudged. He strained to see if it was the
wind. Finally, he saw that it was a stick poking out of the dark, gently
pushing a log. The Wendigo was investigating. No
one else had noticed. “It’s getting braver,” the
Reverend said. “I suggest we move to the back of the cave. I have a few tricks
that might hold it off.” “What you mean?” Skinny said.
“Best fire we’ve had. I actually feel warm for a
change.” “Best fire because we cut enough
wood to build it,” Evan said. “Not like you did anything.” “You shush, boy, or I’ll be
eating dinner out of your belly.” Skinny produced a knife. “Whoa,” Bearded Man said. “We
can’t lose our heads like this.” The Reverend, without anyone
realizing it, had drawn one of his pistols. “Put the knife up, or you will end
up like your partner, who you’ve eaten and shat out into the early morning
snow.” Skinny put the knife away. His
eyes glowed in the firelight. “I just ain’t got no
time for insults from a child,” Skinny said. “Yes, you do,” the Reverend said. They moved to the back of the
cave near the Reverend’s horse. Bill had been groomed, fed, and hobbled and a
mask had been put over his eyes. While Jane coughed and spat
flecks of blood into an already-stained handkerchief, the Reverend began to
draw a large circle on the cave floor with the tip of his knife. He drew it so
that they were within it. The Reverend didn’t quite complete it. He stopped at
the wall at the back of the cave. He then drew an extension of the circle on
the wall, five feet high. Used his knife to carve symbols into the cave rock
along the sides of the extended circle on the wall. Then he drew the same
symbols on the floor, just outside the loop. The markings were crude and strange.
They looked like stick men and dancing creatures. Bearded Man said, “What is that?” “Symbols of power. Cree used
similar drawings, though I’ve added in a bit of this and that from other
beliefs.” “Are you saying it makes us
safe?” Bearded Man said. “I have used similar before. But
no guarantees. It might be more like a picket fence that will hold out the less
determined.” “The fire has held just fine,”
Skinny said. “Why do we need these silly marks in the dirt? I don’t see that
working, preacher man.” “I think you don’t see a lot of
things, fellow. We need the circle and the spell because it has grown stronger
and bolder. Fire or no fire, it will come through. It has been trying the fire,
a little at a time. Evil is like that. It nudges, then it pushes, then it
shoves. In time, it can break down barriers.” “I don’t plan to sit inside some
damn circle, or stand in one neither,” Skinny said. “Suit yourself,” the Reverend
said. “I want to stay inside,” Evan
said. Jane and Bearded Man agreed. “To hell with your circle. I’ll
take my chances up close to the fire,” Skinny said. “Fine. But do not smear my line
or drawings.” Skinny stepped out of the circle,
making big steps, as if stepping over a snake. He moved close to the fire,
rubbed his hands together, basked in its warmth. “What do you think now?” Skinny
said. “That you should come back,” the
Reverend said. Skinny, feeling bolder, cocked
his head as if to say something, then stopped. A chilly wind blew into the
cave. The fire’s flames ruffled like red feathers. The Reverend and those in
the circle could see a shape on the opposite side of the roaring blaze. It was
the first time the Reverend had seen the Wendigo clearly. It was tall and broad
and made of snow and sticks and chunks of ice wadded together in a rough
facsimile of human form. Its face had a long line of a mouth set tight in its
round head of snow. The sticks and debris poked from its body like hair and
warts. There was a faint definition of a nose and two deep dark holes for eyes.
It reached a long arm over the fire and an enormous
hand made of snow and sticks flexed. Water dripped from it, hissed in the
flames. The cave filled with its stench. Skinny, aware now that something
was behind him, wheeled toward it, knife in hand. The Wendigo grabbed him by
the head and lifted him up. Skinny’s legs dangled momentarily in the fire.
Skinny screamed. It was the kind of high-pitched dying-rat scream that made
buttholes pucker and skin slither over a person’s bones. Skinny was lifted out of the
cave. The beast roared. The roar was
even more terrifying than Skinny’s scream. The sound of it filled the cave and
made the Reverend’s horse try to shuffle away in his hobbles. The Reverend
grabbed the rope that he had fastened around Bill’s nose and pulled him back. The Wendigo had switched to
holding Skinny by one of his feet. He slung Skinny about, popping him like a
whip. The third time he was popped, Skinny’s head snapped off and landed in the
snow. Blood gushed. A boot fell off Skinny’s foot. The creature split open its long
mouth and poked Skinny into it. The creature began to chomp with teeth that
were jagged like cracked ice. Gouts of blood sprayed into the fire, coated the
rises of snow beside the creature like strawberry topping on mounds of
fresh-churned vanilla ice cream. The face of the Wendigo was reddened with
gore, spattered with chunks of flesh. It took one long stride and
picked up Skinny’s head where it had fallen, began to eat it like an apple. “Jesus, help us,” Bearded Man
said. “He won’t,” the Reverend said. The monster peered over the fire
at them. The dark holes that served as its eyes had something in them that
moved and flickered. The crackling flames caused those things to be better
seen. They were miniature shapes of humans, small and fluttering about like
moths in a jar. “It’s all
them that came with us,” Bearded Man said. “Only they’re little.” The Reverend could see Skinny in
there with them. Pushing against an invisible wall, trying to get out. The behemoth parted its
blood-stained lips and a cascade of voices fell out,
all of them so kneaded together they were impossible to understand one from the
other; they were an avalanche of sound. Jane put her hands over her ears
and screamed. The boy yelled. Bill stamped his feet and whinnied, tugged at the
rope around his nose. The Reverend said, “Evan, hold
this rope,” and he passed it to him. Evan took it without thinking. The Reverend drew his pistols and
fired. The bullets whistled and the
silver-coated loads hit the Wendigo in the face and sizzled. The holes they
punched exhaled smoke. The creature let out with a fresh roar. It was different
this time. It was a cry of pain. The silver bullets had hurt it. It dropped
what was left of Skinny’s partially eaten head and went away so quickly it was
hard to believe it was gone or had even been there. Moments later, it returned.
It carried a small sapling in one hand. The sapling’s roots dripped dark earth.
It had pulled it from the ground. Poking the sapling into the fire,
the monster lifted away logs. The fire sparked and sizzled. The beast continued
to push with the sapling until the fire was parted and a wide path was made. “It’s coming through,” Evan said. “Evan, saddle and bridle Bill.
Make sure the saddlebags and the lantern are fastened in place. But stay in the
circle.” The boy didn’t move. “Son. Do as
I say.” Evan slowly began to do as he was
told, boosting the blanket off the ground, tossing it over the horse’s back,
preparing to lift the saddle into place. Bearded Man and Jane stood staring at
the Wendigo, mesmerized. The monster hadn’t stirred from
its spot. It held the sapling and stared at them. The movement inside its eyes
was gone; they had turned dark. The voices were silent. There was only the
wind. The thing looked at the path it had made, as if considering its chances.
It used the sapling to cautiously push the fire even wider apart. As it did, it
breathed out flakes of snow and flecks of ice. Evan pulled the bridle on,
cinched the saddle into place, removed the rope from Bill’s nose. A scarf was
over the horse’s eyes, put there when they had returned from their wood
chopping. Evan left that in place. He held the reins tight as Bill champed at
the bit and stamped his feet. “No matter what the Wendigo
does,” the Reverend said, “stay inside the circle until I say otherwise. Evan,
here’s my knife. If I say ‘cut,’ you cut the hobbles off Bill, cut them close
to the hooves. No dangles.” “A circle in the dirt don’t seem
like much,” Bearded Man said. He was shivering, and not from the cold. “We’ll soon find out,” the
Reverend said. The Wendigo’s thin, long line of
a mouth twisted as it started through the gap in the fire, its snowy skin
hissing from the heat, birthing a thin mist that filled the cave. * *.
* Bearded
Man pulled a small pistol from his coat pocket. He had been armed all
along. “Unless those bullets are coated
with silver, they will not cause it injury,” the Reverend said. “This bullet ain’t
for it,” Bearded Man said. Bearded Man put the gun to his
head and pulled the trigger. The bullet passed through his head and whizzed
near the Reverend’s nose as it exited. Hot blood splattered against the side of
the Reverend’s face. Bearded Man fell to his knees and onto his face. Jane picked up the gun. “Do not dare,” the Reverend said,
and twisted it out of her hand, dropped it in his coat pocket. “It wasn’t for me,” she said. “No, thanks,” Evan said. “I trust
the Reverend.” The Wendigo moved swiftly to the
circle. It lifted the sapling and swung it down. When the tree hit the realm of
the circle, it burst into golden flame and would not pass through. Sparks of
gold flared about the cave. The Wendigo swung the flaming
sapling again, but this time it came apart in its hands, shedding gold ash,
none of it passing into the circle. The Wendigo slammed its fists
down against the invisible barrier. They too flamed with golden fire. The howl
from the beast was loud enough it dislodged dust that dribbled from the roof of
the cave and fell into the circle. Wheeling away, the Wendigo
charged through the split in the fire and out into the dark and the snow. “It worked,” Evan said. “The dust from the ceiling,” Jane
said. “How can that be? That thing couldn’t swing a tree through, but dust fell
inside?” “What the beast touches is
tainted with the beast,” the Reverend said. “Otherwise, the natural order is
unaffected.” Stepping outside the circle, the
Reverend hastened toward the fire. He grabbed the unburned end of a flaming log
and dragged it into the circle, then used his knife to reinstate the part of
the circle that had been damaged by his efforts. He chanted a combination
prayer and spell. “Evan,” the Reverend said. “Get
some of that kindling and firewood from the back, but
stay inside the circle.” “Yes, sir,” Evan said. The Reverend studied the fire at
the mouth of the cave. It roared in two sections now. He considered pulling the
sections together again by using a stick of firewood, then decided against it. He tugged the body of Bearded Man
out of the circle and close to one side of the cave. For a starving man, the
sonofabitch had some weight on him. The Reverend repaired the circle
again, repeated his spell and prayer. Evan had brought up firewood and
kindling. The Reverend carefully stacked it onto the burning log. Soon there
was a solid blaze. “Will the circle hold?” the woman
said. “No guarantee. That thing has
moved past the fire, which it fears, so its determination is growing stronger.
According to legend, the more the Wendigo eats the hungrier they get. Those it
eats become part of IT, part of its power.” “Then why give it more to eat?”
She nodded at Bearded Man. “Distraction. Rest while you may.
Come morning we must depart. It’s no longer safe here.” Jane and Evan cuddled together
close to the fire and fell quickly asleep. Even with the fear of the Wendigo,
slumber had claimed them. The Reverend could not and would not sleep. He sat
down in front of the fire and held his pistols in his lap. It was only an hour or so until
daylight cracked the blackness. Would it come back before the sun came up? Or
was it through for the night? The Reverend noted in the
firelight that the circle he had marked was beginning to thin, the markings to
fade. That was a signal that evil was gaining strength. The protection he had
created was beginning to fade. There would be no redrawing it. The magic was
done. From this point on it was assholes and elbows. The wind groaned like an old man
dying. Snow drifted into the mouth of the cave and fell into the remains of the
fire. Seeing that made the Reverend
more mindful of the fire inside the circle. He placed more firewood on it. When
the spell was gone there would only be the fire, and the Wendigo was less
fearful of it than before. The Reverend was considering
options when he felt the hairs on the back of his neck lift
up. The air thickened with a stench. He saw the shadows outside the cave
twist, saw flakes of snow fly to them, cling to the shadows like cotton to tar.
Sticks were picked up by the wind and tossed at the shape, spearing it. It was
like watching an invisible sculptor build a statue from available materials.
The shape was now the color of snow. The Wendigo was larger than
before. It bent at the waist, looked inside the cave. Its eyes were greater
than before, deeper and black as original sin. A light came on inside of them,
as if an early riser had lit a lamp. The light was the color of shit in amber.
Once again, the Reverend could see the miniature souls of those it had consumed
inside its eyes. They writhed, reached out, imploring rescue. Again, a thin,
dark line formed for the mouth. The wind blew two dents into its face. The
dents became its nostrils. The Reverend glanced at the
circle. It was withdrawing. Growing closer to the fire. The symbols outside the
ring were barely identifiable. They moved like crippled insects to keep up with
the receding circle. Glancing back at the Wendigo, the
Reverend saw the thin line of its mouth had split open to show those horrid
cracked- ice teeth. Was that a smile? The Reverend placed his pistols
in their holsters, said, “Jane.” He said her name twice. Jane sat up. She saw
what he saw. “Wake the boy,” the Reverend said. * *.
* The
Wendigo sniffed loudly. It smelled, then spied the body of Bearded Man
lying against the cave wall. It eased itself through the split in the dying
embers and moved toward the body. Jane and Evan were both up,
watching the thing as it entered the cave. It tossed a quick look at them, and
then at the body. A tongue like a wet, red rope licked out of its mouth and
slathered its cracked-ice teeth with bloody saliva the texture of gruel. “I’m going to climb on Bill,” the
Reverend said. “Evan, cut the hobble ropes close to the hooves. Jane, climb up
here behind me. Evan, you in front of me. Stretch out over Bill’s neck.” The Reverend mounted, pulled Jane
up and behind him. Evan cut the hobbles, was about
to climb on board Bill. “Give me a torch,” the Reverend said. Evan picked out a flaming stick
of firewood by the unburned end. He handed it to the Reverend who held it high
above his head, used his other hand to help boost Evan in front of him. The Reverend knew that carrying
three was more than Bill could do comfortably, but there was nothing for it. The Wendigo picked up Bearded
Man. Just as it tilted its head back to drop its meal into its now widely spread
mouth, the Reverend jerked the covering away from Bill’s eyes and yelled to
him, and out of the circle they bolted. The mouth of the cave was close,
but so was the Wendigo. The Reverend flung the torch in the monster’s face. It
caused the Wendigo to step back, Bearded Man’s legs dangling from its mouth. Out of the cave they rode, into
the cold night air. Bill’s hooves slipped and the Reverend was certain they
were about to go down. But Bill gained purchase on the rocks beneath the snow,
and up the trail they went, riding hard toward the woodyard the Reverend and
Evan had made. The Reverend glanced back. Behind them the Wendigo came,
seeming to glide on the wind, its legs and feet blending with the white of the
snow. It was gaining. The Reverend pulled a pistol with
his left hand, leaned out and shot back. The silver bullet struck the Wendigo
and sizzled like bacon in a hot frying pan. The Wendigo howled and fell back a
pace. But it was like a bear stung by a bee. It was an annoyance, nothing more. Bill slipped on the ice. They
were almost to the peak of the hill when it happened. Jane flew off and tumbled
backwards. Bill rolled, nickered, and then
made a noise seldom heard from a horse—a scream. The Reverend and Evan were
tossed into the snow. The Reverend and Evan stood up.
They saw Jane rolling down hill, right to the Wendigo. The Reverend drew one of
his revolvers, fired rapidly and accurately. The bullets tore the air and
impacted the monster, but it was less annoyed by them than before. The Reverend’s last shot wasn’t
meant for the Wendigo, but it found its mark as well—Jane. It was a better
death than what might have been. Jane’s body was lifted limply
into the Wendigo’s mouth like a cheap sweet and devoured in a mist of blood and
a crunch of bone. Evan charged past the Reverend,
having grabbed a stick. The Reverend leapt after him, grabbed his coat collar,
pulled him back. “Nothing you can do, boy.” The Reverend hurried them
upwards, pushing at Evan’s back, pausing only long enough to stop where Bill
was panting in pain. He pulled his second revolver as he replaced the first. He
shot Bill in the head, finishing him off. He pulled the leather lantern pouch off of Bill, grabbed the saddlebags. Then up the last bit of
the hill they went. The Reverend glanced down. The
Wendigo had stopped. It turned its great round head and looked east. The
sunrise, the Reverend thought. It needs to be tucked away somewhere dark before
the sun comes up. It looked up at the Reverend, and
he knew it had decided to take its chances. It rose up the hill like a
windblown sheet. The Reverend pulled the lantern
from the leather case, lit it with a match from the saddlebags, flung it just
as the Wendigo was almost on them. The lantern burst. The oil in the lantern
exploded into flames and the Holy Water flared with holy fire and spread over
the Wendigo’s head and turned it into what looked like a giant, blazing match. Tugging the boy along, the
Reverend ran to the edge of the ice where the trimmed top section of the pine tree
rested. He pulled the boy in front of him, lifted him with one hand onto the
log. “Straddle it,” he said. “Don’t
let your feet touch the ground. Hang on with everything you got.” The Reverend pushed the large log
slightly. It tilted over the slope of ice. He jumped on as it dipped down,
glancing back once to see the flame-headed Wendigo gliding after them, the
blaze wafting in the breeze. The Wendigo howled. The log shot down the slope,
scratching up ice in a stinging spray. The front of the Reverend’s hat brim
lifted in the breeze. Evan was almost flat on the log, clutching it with all
his strength. He was whimpering. The log slid like a sled for some
goodly distance, then it started to wobble, threatening to tip and roll over.
It stayed upright until it finished the slope and launched out onto the icy
lake, tossing them loose and onto the frozen surface. Out of habit, the Reverend drew
his pistols as he rose. He yelled to Evan as the boy wobbled to his feet. “Run
like a deer.” He then took his own advice. They ran as fast as their tired
bodies would carry them. The Reverend felt as if his heart would burst. He
wondered if the lake might crack beneath them. The flames on the Wendigo’s head
had burnt out. It paused at the enormous log of pine that had been used as a
sled. It picked it up as if it were nothing more than a switch. The Wendigo
glided over the ice toward them, slamming the log in anger against the frozen
lake. As it neared them, it slammed the
log down again, close enough the Reverend felt the wind from the blow on the
back of his neck, felt a slight pressure against the heel of his boot. Then there was a noise akin to a
bullwhip cracking, but the sound didn’t end right away. A line in the ice
formed beside the Reverend and then the line split and he could see cold, blue
water in the rip. The line expanded more. The Reverend forced himself to
look back. The Wendigo looked down with its hollow eyes as the crack broadened
beneath it and it plunged into it, sending up a slosh like an ocean wave. The
Wendigo was about to float above it. But then the night was striped with the
color of a fresh egg yolk. The light moved like a bully into the blue-black
strands of night, consuming it. The Wendigo was climbing out of
the water. It was being blown apart by the wind. It was less like a wraith now,
and more like a man. Small. An animated skeleton, flesh dangling from it like
rags. Johnson. Crawling out of the icy split,
Johnson turned its bare skull to look at the Reverend. From the eyes, little
naked bodies, souls, were leaping out and away. They scrambled like insects on
the ice, then quickly melted in the sunlight, dissolved into buttery puddles. Johnson managed to rise on bony
legs and feet and staggered over the ice. The Reverend raised a pistol and
fired. A bullet nested in Johnson’s skull, causing it to burst into pieces. The
skeleton collapsed and rattled apart. A shadow in the shape of Johnson lay on
the ice like an oil spill, then soaked into the ice and became clear. The sun was golden. The sky was
blue. The wind was gentle. The spirit of the Wendigo was gone. The Reverend caught up with the
boy. “Is it dead?” Evan asked. “For now. That’s what greed did
for it. It wanted us so badly it neglected the rising of the light. Consider
this some kind of goddamn Bible lesson.” They walked carefully across the
ice to where the other trail began. It was clear enough to travel. They found
an indentation in the rocks just before night and made a fire with dead wood
and matches from the Reverend’s saddlebags. They ate the last of the Reverend’s
jerky. The Wendigo was no longer a threat. Come morning they moved on. Late
afternoon of the next day, the Reverend shot an elk with his pistol, three fast
shots to the heart. They made a camp in a copse of
trees for two days, finding a gap in the midst of them
where they could build a fire from dead wood and roast and eat elk until they
were full. The Reverend cut strips of meat from the elk and placed them in the
snow until they started out again come morning. Two days later, still living off
the remains of the elk, the trail broke wide and slanted down and out of the
mountains. The earth below was touched with ice and snow, but much clearer.
Bits of grass could be seen poking up from the frost. The Reverend and Evan
descended and walked the flatter trail for two more days. Then a band of noisy
pilgrims with oxen, wagons, horses, and mules showed up. They were given a ride in one of
the wagons. Fed beans and cornbread. Evan told a story of harrowing survival,
but he left out the Wendigo, which the Reverend considered wise. Evan turned
the Wendigo into a bear. He also left out the cannibalism. Also
a wise decision. The travelers reached
civilization a week and a half later. Evan found a home with a family that had
lost their son while crossing the mountains, dying of some unknown disease.
Evan seemed happy enough. He and the Reverend never spoke again. When the Reverend
regained his strength, he took a job at the stables. He earned enough to pay
for the room and board he had taken, enough to buy a horse and saddle, riding
gear, as well as a few supplies. The horse he had bought was no
Bill, but it was a strong Paint and it was enough. The
Reverend rode the Paint toward California. It’ll
eat at us if you’re not here next Thursday for another serving of Mojo magic. "The
Hungry Snow" was originally published by Death’s Head Press. It later appeared
in The Senior Girls Bayonet Drill Team and Other Stories, a collection published
by Subterranean Press. " The Hungry Snow " © 2021 By Bizarre Hands, LLC.
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